Saturday, March 19, 2011

Back on the Horse

After feeling sorry for myself for a few days, I'm back on the horse. 

At the 50k, I didn't have the race I envisioned.  Not even close.  I never felt good and it got ugly--quickly.  I knew pretty early on that I would have to back way off my race plan to complete the distance.  I initiated the back off and then it took on a life of it's own.  Growing, growing, growing.

I'm not sure what went wrong...if my training was the culprit then I think it would have hit me much later in the race, not so dang super early.  My fueling was good and I felt ready for it.  I may have had a touch of a bug--Pepto and I had a few visits the week leading up to the race, but I'm not convinced this was a factor.  I got really cold fairly early in the race, due to the rain and wind.  I was literally shaking from the cold while running, although I would occassionally warm up if the rain let up.  I probably should have stopped to get some more clothes, but I didn't.  These don't amount to much, but excuses.  It simply boils down to: It just wasn't my day. 

I spent a lot of time contemplating dropping out, wondering if I was doing more harm than good.  But, in retrospect I'm glad I finished.  If for nothing else, to hold onto a bit of self-discipline. 

With the writing of this posting (finally!!), I'm tucking it away and moving on.  May 29th is the next big thing.

I don't know why I can't rotate this...

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